29th May 2012
Reblogged From fuckyeahkristen
Notes: 2465
After my two-year-old niece watched this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCjJyiqpAuU she got a little teary eyed.
Me: Are you sad?
My niece: Yes… I want to watch that one! (points to the videos at the side of the youtube page)
Me: Which one? The dogs?
My niece: Yes! I want to be happy!
Me: … Me too.
X___X
(Source: absofreakinlutely)
Up Dharma Down - Tadhana
Live at Mangyan Republic. Dec. 3, 2011.
Song of the year.:)
Up Dharma Down - Taya
Live at Mangyan Republic. Dec. 3, 2011
Happiness.:)
I can’t wait for the day that I could finally look back at this point in my life and just laugh about it.
This is me today.
And I’m good to go.
Ok. I’ll try. Tomorrow.
I’m back to square friggin one. This morning, I was so close to breaking down and losing it. All my time wasted. All my plans cancelled. All my hopes crushed.
I kept on rolling my eyes and sighing almost all day. I couldn’t believe what just happened. And I had no idea what would happen.
After a plate of tuna pesto, a round of arcade shooting games, and a comedy movie, I still needed to vent some more of my frustrations.
I was pissed. I was disappointed. I was anxious. It’s because I was scared, because I was uncertain.
The three things I hate most in the world (in no particular order):
1. Plans that don’t push through.
2. Waiting for nothing.
3. Not finding what I’m looking for.
Today, I had been bitchslapped by those three things consecutively.
Today, I had a huge serving of reality.
Today, I quit.
Our long conversations over a few months kept me thinking for quite some time. I was on my toes, over thinking and over analyzing things. I had so many questions.
Now that I’ve had the chance to take a break from it, I finally had an answer for myself. And it’s pretty satisfying, really.
No more reading between the lines. No more searches for meanings that might not even be hidden.
It was what it was. That’s all it’s ever going to be.;)
Damn, I need to get a hold of this infernal time machine right now.
Fix the past and take a peek into the future. I could only wish to do such things.
(Source: damagedfilter)
Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? Even when the sun is shining, I can’t avoid the lightning.
